fourth year

i was talking to my friend today
and pretty much where life is going.
we suddenly realised that we both havent gone very far in life
compared to others,
were still at uni and still dont know when well finish

when asked how long left i have at uni
i say "about a year and a half"
but in my head its more like,
"ONLY IF i dont fail,
or choose to do work placement,
or do honours, or dont drop out of this course"
and then after all that,
im not even guaranteed a job
or know that this is what i really want to do my whole life.

i just want to finish uni already
or sleep in for the next two years and get a degree
and make money.

im going to sigh myself to sleep now
i want to be like the others.
completing uni and graduating.
if only i knew what i wanted earlier
and stopped fucking around with life
it would have been nicer to me

polaroid this

so i think you guys would know by now
that i like pretty much anything photo related
i bought this polaroid branded mobile printer the other day
because it was dirt cheap!

had it charged up, connected and here is the first print!

also found an app that polaroids your photos.
something that will come in handy in the future =)

the week

this week might be quite a big week for me.
not too sure what will happen yet, but well see.
but i think it will all be ok and ill have a good laugh at it,
along with everyone else when they find out.

her room

it was so nice yesterday when i woke up
that i wanted to sew something
but realised i didnt have a few things that i needed
so i wandered around the house for a bit and ended up in jennys room

it was soo warm in there that i decided to lay in her bed
and read cyanide & happiness comics on my ipod all day
and a little bit of me just began to miss how my room use to be
until she moved in and totally took over it
slowly taking down my postcards,
bringing in new furniture and re-arranging the room

when you walk in my old room,
it really didnt feel like mine anymore.
i better start adjusting to my new room now
which ive been sleeping in for the past 7 months or so =s

three

draw brilliantly
stop over analysing/thinking
be happy

dead battery

this is what happens when you talk in the car
with everything off besides the music!

friend and i talk in car with engine off
music still playing
friend says goodbye and leaves
i try to start car, doesnt start
i wait a couple of minutes, nothing
i search for my phone, call friend
"i think my battery is dead"
friend comes back, checks it out
"oh no i think your battery died"
we wait in car for a few more minutes
try and start car again, still nothing
friend gets out and pushes car to the driveway
i sit in the car and laugh
friend tells me to steer closer to the driveway
steering wheel locked!
friend tells me to put the key in the car
puts key in car, steer really hard to the left
turn on hazard light
friend goes into the house to look for jump cables
waiting waiting waiting
after awhile of waiting,
car pulls over on the other side of the road
i see car, pretend i didnt see them and stare straight ahead
car beeps
i turn my head left, right, left, right
i smile awkwardly and see them trying to get my attention
they roll their window down,
"are you alright there?"
me, scared, opens door and shouts
"yeh im cool, just waiting for a friend"
hazard lights still on, car is on an angle on the road
strangers car drives forward and does a u-turn
not knowing what to do,
i lock my doors after i see them drive off
wait a minute hoping noone will approach me
tries and starts the car again
because of the suspense
of waiting for friend to look for jump cables is killing me
i try to start the car again
car starts, engine running
happy
calls friend,
"omg the car started"
"it did?, you going to be alright?"
"yeh i should be, ill call if anything"
"cool"
"cool, see ya then. thanks heaps"
drives of, relieved.

moral to the story
- dont drain your car battery
- the music doesnt need to be on when youre talking
- have jump cables ready
- know how to use jump cables
- dont start a new conversation when youre almost dropping someone off

download me

i love trying to use up all my bandwidth on the very last day
and then spending my cold nights in bed
watching useless stuff i download/stream
it might be a fun winter this year after all
since we upgraded our net package,
things have never been the same