in your sleep

a few reasons why i cant sleep at night
• its too cold
• its too  hot
• thinking about if i should get up and pee
• figuring out if im tired or if im really hungry
• thinking if ive forgotten anything for the next day
• thinking about thoughts that lead to other thoughts
• scared of something and cant take it off my mind
• im not tired
• caffeine
• feeling bad for not brushing my teeth and then ending up brushing my teeth
• re-enacting scenarios in my head
• because im thirsty but too lazy to get a drink
• feeling bad for not finishing my homework
• scared that ill be too tired to get up the next morning
• thinking about the weather tomorrow and what to wear

credit cards and other things

i applied for a credit card awhile ago without ever needing it
because the stupid lady called me and asked if i wanted one
and at the moment i was like "yeah why not"
and if i didnt want it i can always cancel it
or never go into my local branch to pick up my card

but when the time came when i was strapped up for cash
i went and picked up my credit card from my local westpac branch
since then i have been using my credit card like (almost) wild fire
i think im in the middle of using more than i make in a week
so there goes my savings

and at the same time i have been visiting these coupon sites my friends have intro-ed me to
and i have been making small purchases that are slowly adding up
 (sad face)
so if you ever get bored and want to explore visit these sites
crowdmass
zoupon
scoopon
spreets

at the moment the only reason i seem to be blogging
is because im trying to stay away from these sites
theres this certain coupon i want to purchase that my friends have already told me not to buy
because we dont need it
i need to stay away from it until the offer expires.
im pretty sure i can stay away til then

but until that happens,
i should really hide my credit card somewhere
so i dont end up using it

fourth year

i was talking to my friend today
and pretty much where life is going.
we suddenly realised that we both havent gone very far in life
compared to others,
were still at uni and still dont know when well finish

when asked how long left i have at uni
i say "about a year and a half"
but in my head its more like,
"ONLY IF i dont fail,
or choose to do work placement,
or do honours, or dont drop out of this course"
and then after all that,
im not even guaranteed a job
or know that this is what i really want to do my whole life.

i just want to finish uni already
or sleep in for the next two years and get a degree
and make money.

im going to sigh myself to sleep now
i want to be like the others.
completing uni and graduating.
if only i knew what i wanted earlier
and stopped fucking around with life
it would have been nicer to me

polaroid this

so i think you guys would know by now
that i like pretty much anything photo related
i bought this polaroid branded mobile printer the other day
because it was dirt cheap!

had it charged up, connected and here is the first print!

also found an app that polaroids your photos.
something that will come in handy in the future =)

the week

this week might be quite a big week for me.
not too sure what will happen yet, but well see.
but i think it will all be ok and ill have a good laugh at it,
along with everyone else when they find out.

her room

it was so nice yesterday when i woke up
that i wanted to sew something
but realised i didnt have a few things that i needed
so i wandered around the house for a bit and ended up in jennys room

it was soo warm in there that i decided to lay in her bed
and read cyanide & happiness comics on my ipod all day
and a little bit of me just began to miss how my room use to be
until she moved in and totally took over it
slowly taking down my postcards,
bringing in new furniture and re-arranging the room

when you walk in my old room,
it really didnt feel like mine anymore.
i better start adjusting to my new room now
which ive been sleeping in for the past 7 months or so =s

three

draw brilliantly
stop over analysing/thinking
be happy