end of financial year

the end of financial year is coming soon
i cant wait for my big payout
so then i can spend and not worry about budgeting for the week
i know i need money at the moment
but i dont want to go back to work
or go through that journey of handing out resumes
and hoping to get a job

i like how it is now
i like waking up and not having to worry about work
i enjoy having all this free time to myself
some days i think all this time isnt enough
and i want more hours in the day
just to be in this moment where nothing else matters
and its just me in this peaceful atmosphere
and noone to interrupt me
or tell me to wake up, nag me about homework or house chores
its just me in my own room
and in my own time

and i hate having to admit
that some time in the near future
i have to set out and look for a job
so i can finance my life.
i wish life were more simple

haiku

boarding bullet train
hunting for harajukus
tokyo, japan

so i dont know if my haiku is right or not
because the ones ive read so far dont make sense
but i cant wait to go to japan
and should be looking for travel insurance soon

pants lover

so i understand that people wear leggings as pants now
though i dont really think leggings can really substitute for pants
only because i know i can never pull it off
that thing just clings on to you too much
and exposes all the uneven dimpled skin we call cellulite
and on top of that your underwear line
and that curvaceous butt of yours

so after endless lines of different leggings such as the ones with
patterns, side zips, wet looks, leopard print, assorted colours (awful colours too)
they have now come out with a 'new product'
leggings that look like jeans -_-"
seriously... what are you trying to get at here (no offence)
its sooooo bad
leggings just cant camouflage as jeans
its wrong
all they end up looking like are cheap flimsy jeans
that you definetely know arent jeans
because they done even have pockets !
theyre just thread lines ! WTF !?!
and i dont think they have belt loops either.. oh dear

and now that ive come to think of it
maybe im just writing this because i have nothing better to do
or maybe im writing this because the first time i saw someone wear "jeggings"
(thats what they are calling it)
was a girl with A LOT of 'booty' on the platform of flemington bridge station

i dont even know if ide prefer seeing people in jeggings
or girls in 80% opaque tights.. with short shirts
so then whats exposed are black knickers underneath that can be clearly seen miles away
its not a pretty sight at all.
i think ill stick to my jeans, the safest bet

life is no longer worth living

i dont fucking understand
how someone can cut off 8cms of hair instead of 4cms.
i specifically requested 4cms !
the fucking lady ended up cutting a whole 8cms.
im so sad i want to cry
i went out to temple with long hair
and when i went home it was above my boobs
(sorry for using my boobs as a measuring instrument)

so now i have short hair and im angry
and i regret wanting to cut off all my split ends
ide rather long, brittle and dry hair any day
compared to this short ugly too much volume healthy hair
i hate you ! i hate you a lot
you ruined my life hairdresser!

and i feel like such a sook now
and maybe i am over exaggerating
but it feels like someone had taken something away from me
and i cant have it back
its hair that ill never have again
its another 2 years til i get back the length i want

its as though ive started a new course at uni
and i was unable to get any exemptions !
so ive just wasted 2 whole years of my life
its feels as though ive wasted my time on nothing
and ive gained nothing out of it
its fucking frustrating

more pets

in the past two weeks,
someone had donated two dogs,
pre-named of course
and horrible names too
simba and zorro
and zorros a girl which i found weird
because everytime i think of zorro
i think of the movie
and im pretty sure zorro was the masked heroine
anyways after the first night ide already wanted to give them away
add to that, they were loud
they were always moaning and barking
and the neighbours even complained after one night
so we tried to give it back to the owners
and they didnt want them -_-"
so we had them for a week until we had time to find a new owner
trying to call all these family friends to keep em

anyways what im trying to say is..
jenny ended up crying heaps when we gave them away
ran up stairs and slammed my door shut..
and locked it too
like its her own room

so we ended up negotiating
and bought three goldfish the next day
and kept them in a jar to keep her satisfied
because she really wants pets
i dont know why though.
its been a week and the fish are still alive..
pooing a lot..
but still alive.
lets see how long they'll last
i think these would be the first pet to die before my family gives them away.
but its good to know they dont make too much noise or jump on you with excitement

hello winter

hello cold days where i no longer want to get out of bed
im going to dread you