amateur stalker

what i say in the following post might..
disturb you a bit, but you kind of expected it anyway. haha

so after randomly meeting mr. frezned
i kind of googled him a few days ago when i was bored
and omg the amount of pages i found
with only typing in his name and screen name/alias/tag
(whatever you like to call it)

so this is what i found out
the word "frezned" is in URBANDICTIONARY !
has many accounts that he has now abandoned !
and some he still uses
but scrummaging through ive found a lot of info
he likes to write.. (has a nanowrimo account)
he blogs and does columns for geelong advertising...
but anyone who watches his videos would know that
his last column was in january
has a list of 21 things he wants to do and has now completed 3

hes a pisces, birthday 12th of march 1985 (happy birthday tom)
just turned 24 (if you cant do the math) so old..
hes dating a first year uni student
(shocked and shattered face)
and then on top of that they look similar
(yes ive seen a pic of them but i wont post it due to privacy reasons
but if you wanna try and find it go ahead,
make it a challenge of how good you are at cyberspace stalking..)
(oh im such a good stalker!)

lives on the upfield line ! yay!
so now ive only met him once
and ive promised myself to not talk to him ever again
but i will look out for him on the train !
i havent seen him since last week but i havent had the opportunity to anyway
since i only finish late on mondays and thursday
5:30 and 6pm respectively..
and on monday was labour day so he wont be at work
and then thursday (today) was his birthday..
and i doubt that he would go home straight after work..
hrmms maybe im beginning to be a bit too obssesive

anyways for those who didnt know my experience with tom
here's the blog i wrote on him in my facebook account

Mr McLean

Wednesday, March 4, 2009 at 10:49pm

my train arrived at 8:05 at melbourne central station today
as i was approaching the door i saw someone i noticed somewhere
but thought it was impossible
he lives in geelong
and out of all trains to catch, upfield ?
it doesnt make sense
i almost tripped over nothing when i took a step back to gather my thoughts
but i had to know if it was him
so i let him go on the train first and i followed him
and sat next to him even though i smelt like pineapples from work
and then turned my head and looked at him
until i had the nerve to ask
"can i ask you something" with the biggest smile on my face
and then he aswered "yeh what?" all normal and stuff
and i was like all giggly because i knew it was him
i can tell from his voice and i said "dont worry about it" in the most star struck voice
(ok can we replace the "star struck" with "oh my god" ?
i wasnt as star struck as i was, kind of over exaggeratted in the blog)
and he was like "what were you going to ask?"
and i was like i think you already know what im going to ask"
(said it a bit too fast cos i was tongue tied)
and he was like "what?"
(he was pretty good at saying this since he didnt smile as much as i did)
but then i went "are you that frezned guy?"
and he was like "ah yeh"

and this is how the next 2 mins went
kim: LOL omg.. what are you doing here? dont you live in like geelong?
frezned: well yeh but i moved here in december
kim: oh so where do you live?
frezned: in kensington
kim o_0.. i think youre on the wrong train! this is the upfield line!
frezned: yeh i know, i live a few minutes away from macaulay station
kim: (thinking omg i can't stalk this guy. i MUST NOT stalk this guy)
haha so what are you coming home from?
frezned: work.. and a couple of drinks with mates
kim: ah what do you do?
frezned: im tom btw... (makes hand gesture as to.. and you are..) and i do programming
kim: (thinks yeh i know you're tom) games?
frezned: yeh and you are.. (like lets be on the same level here)
kim: oh im kim.. and um.. i stumbled across your youtube... (thinks) blogs a couple of months ago
frezned: yeh i havent made any videos for awhile. i bought a new cam and then i was robbed and then yeh..
kim: yeh ive noticed.. (the delay on videos)
lol you make me laugh, im sorry
i swear if noone was here i think ill start crying
frezned: haha (awkward laugh as though oh no dont cry)
kim: (starts to see people staring) ok i think ill get to my book now lol sorry its a bit awkward
frezned: no its ok
kim: (still smiling trying to read her book so pretends to read her book for a few minutes whilst gathering her thoughts)
frezned: (sits for awhile and then after seeing that im really into my book, takes out a notebook and starts to write)
kim: (glances over thinking that he's reading a book but instead realises its a notebook)

*train arrives at macaulay station and tom gets off *

frezned: (stands at the door and i look up to see him wave bye to me)
kim: (waves back)

omg so thats my recap
and yes he made me nervous and squirm
even though im usually the one who makes the passenger nervous and feel extremely awkward
ah and now i know what it feels like to be in their position

NOTE:
i do not plan to stalk this guy
and when i mean stalk.. as in sit next to him and make him talk to me (as jane and ray would know lol) or follow him home since he lives near macaulay station
i plan to see him on the train and admire him from the distance
i dont want him to become big headed or anything (if he isnt already)
and if i get to know him a lil more and find out that he does have a big head..
i couldnt live with myself
but so far so good
and this is IF i even see him on the train anymore.
but i really hope i do cos i wanna sneak a few pics of him ahhahahahahahhahahaha
cos whilst i was there today all i can think of was
oh fuck my phone doesnt work !
well the button which you press to take photos cos i super glued it to the phone !
FUCK FUCK FUCK !
and that i told myself to put my cam in my bag today cos i might wanna take pics of something today and i didnt even do that and so thats a double FUCK FUCK FUCK
(excuse the swearing i usually dont swear out loud like this but im not swearing out loud anyway, just in head)






















hrms.. blurry comments.


now i must join the frezned group on facebook
and tell people im secretly stalking him ! =)

ps. the point of this was just to say happy birthday to tom.
but he's not here to appreciate it